Amidst the Silence and Sounds

This chapter of my life has finally been concluded: all that I have ever known is still in shatters, but you no longer contribute to the story. I’ll put you up on the shelf, and should our paths cross again one day, I’ll look into my archives, remember what we wanted, remember what went wrong, and remember that what played out between us was only for the best.

Made a couple of tweaks, but I liked what she had to say. It’s really quite touching.

♥

Yeah. Chun and I are sorta together now.

I feel kinda very happy ^^; (still ill. but happy. and…. oops. He’s slightly ill too ^^;)

O hai thur?

Gained a follower ^^ how delightful. I’m now on 3! I had 3 once before, but I think the guy thought I was some sort of IT blogger from one post I did about Windows 8, and… yeah. I’m not. 

Also, someone (one kind soul!) answered my question. In fairness, not really a question. I was just looking for opinions. I’m slowly becoming more convinced that there’s a chance of something happening between us. Fingers crossed, eh? ^^

TUMBLRS: HELP?

I need your opinions on something. I mean I don’t have many followers, so I’m just gonna tag this like crazy (sorry D:) and hope someone can help me out, here.

So. Here’s the thing. There’s a guy. He’s been a feature of a few of my recent posts. Things have happened pretty quickly between us… and then, a couple of nights ago, we got drunk together and ended up making out. A lot. 

Errrm… yeah. I don’t really know if it meant anything to him. And I don’t know how to go about finding out. He came and hang out with me today; we just chilled in my room, chatted, drank tea, listened to music. That sort of thing. Aside from the occasional prolonged eye-contact, there weren’t any awkward moments. But I don’t know… is there any chance of there being anything between us?

Thing is, I’m hardly the type of girl you’d want to get drunk with and just hook up with. Because as a rule of thumb, I don’t. I’m kinda shocked at myself. I guess I must’ve wanted it to happen if I let it happen when I was drunk?

But yeah. Basically, I just want to know if he has any feelings for me. He was really sweet today, as always, saying really cute things. And I wanted to know how a socially awkward girl like me would go about finding this out. Thoughts?

Actually I just remembered

I told him it was so awesome he could speak Japanese, and then he thanked me and started mumbling in Japanese. He could’ve been saying anything. Between “arigatou” and “honto ni” (when I complained that whilst it was cool, I had no idea what he was saying) I was more or less clueless D:

Remind me to ask him at some point. Or, y’know, don’t. Because I’m not quite sure who I’m talking to anyway.